March Reflection
1. What worked and didn't work for me this month? Why?
Nothing seemed to work for me this month. Early in the month, I was focused on vacation prep. Post-vacation, I just never got back into the groove. My planned routine for my home went out the window; there was a pause on grocery shopping, when I did plan out time, I felt success if 50% got done. Just out of sorts, maybe with the changing of seasons????
2. What things or activities made me happy this month?
Seeing extended family in Florida. Seeing good things happen for my DD. Seeing my good friend's business begin to rebound and her feeling less stressed. Warmer weather, flowers blooming in the garden. Hearing the birds chirping, especially hearing and seeing our neighborhood cardinals.
3. What energized me this month?
Increased availability for COVID vaccines and being able to secure one. Staying connected with childhood friends as they walked this journey along with me (but virtually, from their location) and being able to support and check in on one another. One friend lost her long-time partner, and another one had a bad reaction to her vaccine. Hers was 2 days before mine; she wasn't going to get one, due to some major health issues,, but another mutual friend contracted (and is still fighting) COVID and she felt helpless that she couldn't be there for her friend. That pushed her to decide to take a leap of faith.
4. What drained me this month?
Work projects. Even though I'm supposed to be part-time, these projects are coming in back-to-back and require more time than I can give.
5. What stress or concern worked itself out?
An issue that has been forefront since the holidays is improving. Still has a ways to go, but it's moving in a positive direction.
Quarterly Reflection
1. Am I living my life according to what matters to me and what I want to be remembered for? If not, what is stopping me?
It's a work in progress, slowed by COVID. But, I finally feel that I have my feet firmly planted under me. It's just a matter of getting another 18 months under me (until I'm eligible for Medicare) and will not have to cover costly health insurance. But, I've been given time to work through some remaining issues and get a better grasp on what I want in the future.
2. What steps can I take to move forward to live that life?
Complete my Trust documents. Vaccinate (one down, one to go) so we can hold a family meeting to discuss long-term care issues and responsibilities for family members. Right now, much of it is falling on me. Look for opportunity to mend fences with another family member.
3. What did I learn this season?
Be supportive and non-judgmental, and things will work out the way they're supposed to. You can't control everything, so don't waste the energy trying. Worrying gets you nowhere but in the bathroom with an upset stomach.
4. How am I doing with my Word of the Year goals?
My Word of the Year is presence, to be present in the moment. I'm trying, but it's difficult when I'm not around people and there aren't regular opportunities to practice. Hoping, with warmer weather for outdoor activities, there will be more chances to get together with friends and work on this one.
